Is there something wrong with me?

I constently think about torture and ways to kill people. i enjoy watching varying forms of execution on the internet. i can sometimes describe torture murders in great detail that never actually happened. i dont care at all about anybody i know, and i constintly lie about my hobbies and feelings to everyone. i dont think im a sociopath becuase i dont hurt animals becuase i find it pointless. that and ive never been in trouble with the cops. i also greatly enjoy reading about pain and torture, for example my 2 all time favorite books are American Psycho by bret easton ellis, and Inferno by dante. so is there something wrong with me? im not a troll i swear.